April have got to be the favorite month for me regardless that there’s no public holiday nor the fact that it’s the beginning of Spring. (in countries with 4 seasons that is.)
The reason is simple, it’s my birthday month. And no this is not a post to remind friends that my birthday is coming up, please prepare the presents. LOL.
It simply means that I’m going to grow older by a year and it’s probably time to round up the things I’ve done at the current age before it increases by 1.
To tell the truth, after my epic 21st, I don’t find myself looking forward to birthdays any longer. I’m more like can I be forever 21 please? Haha.
But the cruel truth is I’m approaching my 23rd birthday in 26 days on the 29th April. Which happens to be a public holiday in Japan, can I go live in Japan instead? 日本で住みたい！！誕生日は休みの日から。
From the last April till now, I don’t think I’ve done much with my life actually. Well, I tried grabbing the opportunities to have a shot at fulfilling my dreams. Walked my first fashion walk. Went to Genting first time in my life. Had my first experience of memory loss from drinking.(Not something to be proud of.) Started going to gay clubs instead. Finally landed myself a proper full time job. Got fillers done for my nose and cheeks. Got myself a hair sponsor and cut bangs which I’m growing out now. Got my JLPT N4 certification. Got myself involved in Glow BFF, which kick start my healthy conscious for a healthier lifestyle. Got my theory tests for driving covered.
That’s about all I think, oh wait. There’s more but it’s more of a private and fail part of my life I think.
The matters of the heart. Other then the fact that I’ve been single all my life and that I’ve gotten myself in a super complicated situation. I don’t know what else to say so I shall stop here.
Anyways, 23 this year. I’m going to work hard in getting a healthier and better looking body. Now that I see results, time to really get serious on losing those extra flabs that I’ve no need for. Also, this is the last year for me to try out for that little dream of mine. Not a limit that I’ve set for myself but their age limit is 23. >< One can only hope.
Blogging wise, I wish to be able to achieve more. And of course, I will first write more and better stuff. I can really write you know, just that I somehow got lazy over the years. The 17 years old me can write a 93 page long novel in Chinese. The 22 going 23 me type one long blog post tired already. More like eyes tired la, no choice, age is catching up on me.
I’ll also start plans on taking my practical lessons for driving so I can get that license before the next April arrives. And of course, a diploma in Make Up, I will work towards that too after the license.
Also the 22 years old me is pretty nice to the coming 23 years old me. Two trips awaiting me after I turned 23. Phuket and Gold Coast, wait for me beaches!
Alright, this post is getting lengthy. I shall stop soon. But before I do that, I just want to say that I’m trying my best to live my life hard. It might seem that I’ve not achieve anything much in life but I’m trying my very best.
I need to love myself more too.
And of course, I love all of you who’s reading this now.