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do u have a fren like this?

u were best frens for a period of time
someone whom u share ur darkest secrets with
those stuff which u have shared with noone else
been thru the rough path together
chat everyday…..

and then when the dark period is over
u realized u dun have many common frens
dun do much things together
it sometimes feels awkward with each other but u still pretend to be comfortable
because u were supposed to be good frens..
u try to keep in touch because u would nv wanna lose this fren..

this friend is special and always has a place in ur heart..
u do not contact each other as often now
do not chat as often
but this fren is always more than a normal fren/colleague/school mate whom you see/chat more often
even if u dun see each other for years..

who says its always 有福同享,有难同当 for good friends?
some friends can only 有难同当
some friends can only 有福同享
but when u shared the sorrows together
the friendship is even more lasting, much more, than ppl who can only 有福同享 =)
more memorable too..

i dunno whats the point of this post
but, i have a fren like this =)
and i miss this fren hehe
although we are not as close now
i am happy for the many memories we shared
and i am sure if another dark period hit
we would still be as close!
i wish we could be close again but i dun wish for another dark period for myself/the friend!
so let things be the way it is now
and i continue to be happiness-overdose =)

hohoho such a boliao post
but i am very free now because school has not started
means work has not started for me!
(actually have few outstanding reviews argh!! shall do it tonight~)
one last week of unemployment
looking forward to my new life!
wich me luck alright? hehe

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dear boss. haha~

dear-boss

found this while i was searching for letter format haha~

haven been really blogging for so long

wish to have time soon to blog =(

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randoms

its weird that ppl come to my blog

and then tell me i am ugly haha. =P

if _(he/she) doesnt like what _ sees

_ doesnt have to visit my blog right?

not like i forced _ to. =PpPpP

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人之初,性本善?
还是性本恶?
小时候以为坏人只会在电视上出现
慢慢长大后才发现
真正的大好人并不多
有时甚至怀疑他们的存在
我相信每个人的心中都有邪念
包括我自己
不习惯
一点点的歪脑筋可以让我愧疚不已

too idealistic
but nothing is perfect in this world
i used to think that everyone is there to care for each other unconditionally
of cos that was when i was really young
secondary school or jc
makes me sound so old haha
but i realized everyone is selfish
yes i am selfish too
other than parents i cant think of any other unconditional love
you always expect something
even when you are in a relationship
you at least expect love in return
in fact you might just expect more the longer you are together
thats why xp is the best
he keeps giving more and more
i hope he doesnt get tired haha

bah dunno what i am talking abt
it went totally out of point
i am too used to having you everyday in my life
altho it wasnt for a very long period
(anything is not long compared to a lifetime..)
i just got used to it already

i dun think i shld continue writing anymore
no point
i am not staying focused at all
i dunno what i wanna say
i dunno how i am supposed to feel
shoo shooo
rawrrrrrr

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yeah time to get emo!
since i haven been emo for such a long time haha
booooooooo
stupid me
why did i get myself into that situation again
maybe worse than that in 2005
i am sure i can live out of it
jus like how i did in 2005-6
i can!!
it just takes time..
the situation is maybe worse
but i am a better me because i have xp now!
i can i can! =)

wandering around alone the whole day
it makes me see things from a different perspective
while i was strolling really slowly on my own
looking at the busy life of ppl
fast-paced foot steps
i was actually feeling very peaceful watching strangers passing by
observing ppl along the way
saw really cute kids on the bus
and then met up with some irritating friend
to keep other more irritating stuff out of mind
and he really did his job well
making me lose my way and walked rounds and rounds and still lost
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

but i still lost my appetite
didnt eat the whole day until at night
when my stomach finally protested and gave me gastric pain
boooooooo
had only half a packet of awfully done instant noodles at 9pm
(really, never seen such ______ noodles before!)
(but i appreciate it, really la haha, unique taste)
and half a can of cambelle’s vege soup at 12am
perhaps its not that bad after all
maybe i can lose weight like that! haha
haiya but of cos i dun wish to lose weight like that
no food = no meaning in yirong’s life
k thats so exaggerated
just wanna stay healthy and happy
i still got my single ex to achieve ok! haha
jiayou jiayou!

PS sorry frens if i get abit whiny these days.. just le me whine la ok? hee..

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why am i losing every single dress that xp bought for me =(
is it a hint that he should get me new ones? haha!
maybe i lost not only the ones he bought
since i am so careless and absent minded
i should have lost more than what i remembered
just that i only remember those haha
i seriously need to shop for clothes
the last time i shopped was like
august last year when i went taiwan?
didnt even shop for new year clothes
too lazy
i shall stop being lazy
i shld stop wearing denim skirts/jeans/slippers to work everyday
xp dong and everyone was like saying i dress too sloppily for work
i shall find time to shop boooooooooo
boring..

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had a long weekend of rest
(mc on friday boooo)
but why am i still feeling sick? =(
recovering yay yay soon soon!

everyone tells me i am easy to read
even my colleagues of about a month?

hmm..
really?
how come i cant read myself?
haha

i wanna change my blogskin
maybe my eyes are spoilt
the words are getting too small for me
but i dun have time to do so
boooooooo

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i cried real bad today
over the loss of something really precious to me
i just found out when i was unpacking my stuff
because it wasnt me who packed during shifting

it was love at first sight when i saw it
then i looked at the price
it wasnt really that steep
but it was expensive for me and it wasnt a necessity
i hesitated, and then i gave it up

ever since that day
i would go into that shop everytime i happened to walk by
or maybe walk by on purpose
i was trying to convince myself that i would eventually get sick of it
but it jus happened to prove otherwise
i really loved it

i kept contemplating until one day
xp bought it for me
that was about few weeks later
and it jus made it all the more special cos its from him
i admired it for hours until i finally kept it in my cabinet

and thats the thing i lost

why must u take it away from me
its not like its worth a million dollar
why must u be so desperate to even steal it from my room
why dun ppl consider about others’ feeling
maybe these ppl are not human at all
to u its just money
and stealing ‘just money’ is not sth right to begin with;
to me its priceless
no second piece can replace the meaning of it
even if i can get sth that looks exactly the same
its just not the same anymore

i thot it was just a nightmare
but nightmare doesnt take away ur precious
it was worse than a nightmare
i just hope i have the ability to shut off this memory

everyone knows that i am extremely sentimental
the loss was more than just sentimental values
i know i might not be able to stop crying right away
but i must believe that
in life there is alot more beautiful n wonderful things to come
for one day when i recall this incident
i wun feel the pain of loss anymore

yeah i must fill myself with positive energy!

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been feeling lost and confused
i think i have found the feeling i want..
please stay
not lost nor confused anymore i hope

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last day of my first week at work yay~
got my first vday gift from yixiang haha
quite sweet of him la
to put in the effort to get gifts for the girls
i dun wanna praise him one
but must show some appreciation mah
hahaha jus kidding
thanks yixiang~ =PpPpp
looking forward to the super packed weekend
parents coming to visit me on sat
sun also got some work going on
busy busy!
but my life cant be more enjoyable than now =)

actually i feel like i hadn’t been living for the past few yrs
yes i had been enjoying
enjoying my food my entertainment my cheer my love
but the main purpose was not fulfilled
majority of the time i should have been in classes
because i was a student
but instead i spent my life slpg my hours away
or watching drama/animations
or going out hanging out with frens
or cheering/doing gymnastics
blah blah blah..

i am getting abit nowhere
i dunno if you get what i mean
i mean in life there shld always be a balance
50% fun 50% serious
something like that
but i was putting in my 99.99% for fun
and almost 0% for serious stuff
i was enjoying no doubt
but somehow it was just not complete now that i thot of it

but but
now i have so much to learn at work
almost everyth is so new to me
and its not exactly easy
cr always says that i can nv do business
what i am doing now is exactly what he nv expect me to do
and that idiot daniel says i am dumb!
its not exactly wise for an idiot to call another dumb ok!
hmph!

ok blogged abit too much at work today
i am trying to relax more on a friday haha
back to work!
i am like studying all over again!

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