but i ended up chatting with friends and its 2.38am now
AND i have work tmr boooooooo
no time to blog anymore
but there is this one thing that i want to post up!
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why am i losing every single dress that xp bought for me =(
is it a hint that he should get me new ones? haha!
maybe i lost not only the ones he bought
since i am so careless and absent minded
i should have lost more than what i remembered
just that i only remember those haha
i seriously need to shop for clothes
the last time i shopped was like
august last year when i went taiwan?
didnt even shop for new year clothes
too lazy
i shall stop being lazy
i shld stop wearing denim skirts/jeans/slippers to work everyday
xp dong and everyone was like saying i dress too sloppily for work
i shall find time to shop boooooooooo
boring..
cheerobics is finally over
congrats aces for clinching the champions again yay~
and team red for 1st runners up
i didnt even cry when myself won the trophy years back
i dunno why i did last night
perhaps because there was a stunt fall and everyone was worried
me lx yb mc holding each other’s hand throughout
until the moment the result was announced
everyone jumped up in joy
well done everyone~
all teams did great
wildcards did great too
as such a new team i truly think that they did a fantastic job~
cheers for everyone~
after an exciting busy and tiring day
i am back to work on monday boooo
yeah no doubt i love my job
but i totally dun feel like working today
sick and tired with a sore throat =(
i dun understand why some ppl like to talk abt their sickness
shouting across abt how sick and miserable they feel
wanna get the whole world’s attention;
when i am sick i just wanna keep quiet and rest
maybe only getting attention from someone =P
but he is at work too boooooooo
i dun understand why a sick person can still have the energy to shout n stuff
perhaps when i am sick i just want a quiet environment
just to rest without any noise or distraction
and thats what i cant have now
and thats why i get irritated more easily
and thats why i am so unhappy now
and……….
boooooooooooo!
Tags: cheer, cheerobics 2009, life, work
it was love at first sight when i saw it
then i looked at the price
it wasnt really that steep
but it was expensive for me and it wasnt a necessity
i hesitated, and then i gave it up
ever since that day
i would go into that shop everytime i happened to walk by
or maybe walk by on purpose
i was trying to convince myself that i would eventually get sick of it
but it jus happened to prove otherwise
i really loved it
i kept contemplating until one day
xp bought it for me
that was about few weeks later
and it jus made it all the more special cos its from him
i admired it for hours until i finally kept it in my cabinet
and thats the thing i lost
why must u take it away from me
its not like its worth a million dollar
why must u be so desperate to even steal it from my room
why dun ppl consider about others’ feeling
maybe these ppl are not human at all
to u its just money
and stealing ‘just money’ is not sth right to begin with;
to me its priceless
no second piece can replace the meaning of it
even if i can get sth that looks exactly the same
its just not the same anymore
i thot it was just a nightmare
but nightmare doesnt take away ur precious
it was worse than a nightmare
i just hope i have the ability to shut off this memory
everyone knows that i am extremely sentimental
the loss was more than just sentimental values
i know i might not be able to stop crying right away
but i must believe that
in life there is alot more beautiful n wonderful things to come
for one day when i recall this incident
i wun feel the pain of loss anymore
yeah i must fill myself with positive energy!
somebody complained that i didnt update my blog..
yixiang this is for you can!
the day
25 feb 2009
saw durians on the way to dinner and so we bought thisyum yum =)
22:30
after dinner and durian, xp accompanied me back to my rented previously rented room. after what happened that night, i didnt dare to go back to that house on my own at all. i shouldnt elaborate on what happened that night because what happened later on was even more dramatic.
the moment i entered my room, i knew something was wrong. i didnt even need to think or analyse, just one look at my room tells it all.
i know i am quite a disorganised person usually. but definitely not to this extent of messiness! i might make everywhere messy but i always keep my bed clean and free-of-junk, just look at this:
the first thing i did was to check the laptop and webcam i placed in the room and oh yes! i have finally recorded all their disgusting acts! i was shivering when i was watching the video, totally grossed out! totally disgusting!
it took just less than a week to get the video above. for the fact that i had stayed there for a month plus, i couldnt imagine how many times they had searched through every single item of mine. the thought of it really grossed me up. really! i wanted to move out asap even though it was a wednesday night and i had to work the next day.
23:30
it was near midnight already, xp and i started calling our friends down to help me pack and move my things. when everyone arrived, (thank you bee ling, weishun and song song!) we went to make police report first.
it was really an eye opener that day. the policemen were surprisingly fun-loving people. haha! and to my surprise again, the police know my landlord better than i do! he was supposed to be a famous character in the neighbourhood, and he got the police involved just before i made a report because he was drunk and got into some trouble. (”omg. what did i get myself into?” was the first thought that came into my mind. but it was all over =)
in the end, 5 policemen followed us back to catch my landlord and his ‘brother’. 2 other female police were there to take statement and photographs.
me in the room while one of the female police at the other side taking photographs of the “案发现场”questions questions and more questions..
where my landlord and his wife and his ‘brothers’ sleep
after my landlord and his ‘brother’ were arrested, the police was taking more detailed statement from me, while xp, bee ling, weishun and song song were helping me packing my stuff. (i was really amazed by their speed! teamwork works wonder. haha. they finished packing in about 1 hour what i usually take days to do)
03:30
after all the perspiration and hard work, we have finally moved everything to xp’s house. would have to stay there temporary before i move to my new place on saturday, just another 3 days more~
last day of my first week at work yay~
got my first vday gift from yixiang haha
quite sweet of him la
to put in the effort to get gifts for the girls
i dun wanna praise him one
but must show some appreciation mah
hahaha jus kidding
thanks yixiang~ =PpPpp
looking forward to the super packed weekend
parents coming to visit me on sat
sun also got some work going on
busy busy!
but my life cant be more enjoyable than now =)
actually i feel like i hadn’t been living for the past few yrs
yes i had been enjoying
enjoying my food my entertainment my cheer my love
but the main purpose was not fulfilled
majority of the time i should have been in classes
because i was a student
but instead i spent my life slpg my hours away
or watching drama/animations
or going out hanging out with frens
or cheering/doing gymnastics
blah blah blah..
i am getting abit nowhere
i dunno if you get what i mean
i mean in life there shld always be a balance
50% fun 50% serious
something like that
but i was putting in my 99.99% for fun
and almost 0% for serious stuff
i was enjoying no doubt
but somehow it was just not complete now that i thot of it
but but
now i have so much to learn at work
almost everyth is so new to me
and its not exactly easy
cr always says that i can nv do business
what i am doing now is exactly what he nv expect me to do
and that idiot daniel says i am dumb!
its not exactly wise for an idiot to call another dumb ok!
hmph!
ok blogged abit too much at work today
i am trying to relax more on a friday haha
back to work!
i am like studying all over again!
i am so sorry for the lack of posts
i shall officially announce i lost all my pictures
and whatever that was in my comp
cos i couldnt retrieve them =(
so suxin i have no pics of food for you =(
finally moved to my new rented place
it wasnt too bad for the price =)
but sighs..
the landlord likes to borrow money
i need to find more excuses not to lend him anymore
and he really likes to talk
but i got the permission from the wife to ignore him =P
too much to be updated
i am too depressed over my lost data in my laptop
okies just kidding haha
been too busy to be thinking abt it
but hey!
really looking forward to HO this year
didnt get to see many hall trainings this year
think it should be very exciting!
hopefully i can make it down to watch on the day haha~
on the other hand
also disappointed at some friendships
ppl who are only your friends in ‘times of difficulty’
wow isnt it good that you have friends to go thru difficult times together?
haha
these ppl will only look for you when they have problems
because they know that you will not say no
probably dunno how to say no
its your instinct to help
but when their problems are solved
you wonder where they are
i know i will never learn
the next time when they are coming back for help
things will repeat
haha whatever
i want my laptop back =(
k i might sound depressed but
actually many good things had happened that i didnt talk abt
because
i still pray that miracle will happen
and that i will get all my pictures with wonderful memories back
and then i can write about them later whee~
i hope la huh =P
p.s. oh oh almost forgotten.. red cliff 2 is nice!! go catch it!
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other than the small hiccup with the shoes
it was an exciting day yesterday
i think i am so used to having you
the world seems totally new to me without you by my side
i felt totally like a tourist in a new land
walking through the places we have walked together before with a totally different feeling
everything looks strange and everything looks new
and i have had many interesting encounters
below is just rambling about how i spent my day
so if you dun have time dun bother to continue reading =P
1) on the way to hougang for interview, i had to ask the bus driver captain for directions as i was not very familiar with the place. and then the bus driver captain started talking to me about his life, complaining to me that he is not happy even though he has money and owns his own properties etc etc. and that went on for the whole 20 minutes journey. (you told me that we cant call them ‘drivers’ because they are ‘captains’)
2) after the interview, i was taking bus from hougang to eunos mrt. again because i was not familiar with the place, i asked the bus captain to remind me where to alight. he was being really nice, suggested that i alight at kembangan instead of eunos so that i dun have to walk too far. (from the bus captain: eunos mrt is quite a distance away from the bus stop, whereas kembangan mrt is just right next to the bus stop) he not only suggested, he still went on to tell me why i should alight at kembangan and trying to persuade me to alight at this further (abit further only haha) mrt station because its alot nearer to the bus stop. very nice and considerate uncle, so nice to know that there are still alot of nice ppl around =) since i was not in a hurry, i alighted at kembangan =)
3) after that i went to lavender to get bus tickets home on xmas eve. and then since i had nothing much to do for the rest of the day, i decided to go bugis for a walk. took a bus there and it was crowded. after a few stops there was an empty seat behind me but the usual lazy me decided not to the take the seat this time since bugis is really very near. and then there was this really nice auntie who sat behind me thought that i didnt see the seat, she tapped on my shoulder and signaled that there was a seat available. i thanked her and told her i was alighting soon. few seconds later, her daughter (i assumed so, since they came together) told me to sit down again, probably didnt see that her mother just did it before her as she was at the front. it was a really warm feeling knowing that there are so many nice ppl around. hee..
4) walked around bugis and spent my money wisely! =P i spent a total of $58 on 2 dresses, 1 top and 1 pair of shorts. cheap right! now i begin to understand why other girls like to shop so much. retail theraphy somehow works. it clears the blues i had been having for the past few days. but i am still too lazy to shop as often as other girls haha. then met this guy from model agency. rejected him and said i wasnt interested.
5) got tired of shopping and i decided to go to the library. first time going to the bugis library without you. i didnt know the way cos i usually just followed you. walking around trying to find my way inside bugis junction, i realized the place that we came so often actually looked so unfamiliar to me. maybe without you everything is just different. it was just different, but surprisingly not a bad feeling at all. i was able to discover new things along the way and learned to look at them from a different perspective. =)
6) on the way of finding out the way to the library, i met this kid who was screaming and crying and trying to struggle to run away from a girl. initially i thot it was jus some spoilt kid throwing tantrums. i then found out that the kid was lost and he wasnt a local. he couldnt understand chinese nor english and didnt know that the girl was trying to help. he was so scared of all the strangers so he was trying to run away to look for his parents on his own. the girl was a malaysian coming singapore for holiday with family and they were supposedly rushing to somewhere else. but they were worried that it might be dangerous for the kid to run around on his own so i offered my help to take over. but just as i offered to help, the mother finally came back for him. relieved! for us and for the mother haha!
so many things happened in just short few hours. only half a day has passed. i then spent the rest of the day reading in the library and then met up with daniel to go back school together. went down to aces training as yod asked me to go down to see his stunts. i would say the juniors have improved quite alot since the last time i saw them. jiayou more bah..
after aces training i just followed yod back for hall 10 training. met a funny malaysian girl there. she thot i was very pretty and when zihua and kaibin told me abt it, her face just turned totally red haha. so funny. i then learnt that she is the planner for the melaka trip daniel was telling me about. so sad we will miss each other by just a few days. i am leaving home on 27th and they are only going on 30th. daniel will be so sad not meeting my pretty sis hahaha =P
ok so you actually read all the way until here? *applause for your patience* dun scold me if you have regretted reading. i have warned you already.
i have got an interview just 6 hours away
and i am still awake now
i cant find my certs
i think i have lost them during shifting
stupid
headache for the n-th day
and still recovering from food poisoning from n+n days ago
so many things happened
i want to see my grandma healthy and nagging again..
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