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i’m back! … i hope =)

October 25, 2011 in rambling, random by yirong | No comments

really miss blogging

but been busy with too many things

too many changes in my life

anw there are so many things to look forward to this weekend!

rushing thru my last few assignments =(

but after friday i would be free! (almost)

bounded by some school event for both days during e weekends

gonna be real packed but i dun care!

i still need some good time for myself

FAYE WONG concert this sat!!!

and after that i am going straight for halloween partieeeeeeeeeeeeee

hmm shld i just dress up n go for the concert? =P

gonna meet the colo peeps on sunday too

miss

haha just mindless rambling

too bored in lecture >.<

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do u have a fren like this?

March 11, 2011 in rambling, random, reunion dinner, work by yirong | No comments

do u have a fren like this?

u were best frens for a period of time
someone whom u share ur darkest secrets with
those stuff which u have shared with noone else
been thru the rough path together
chat everyday…..

and then when the dark period is over
u realized u dun have many common frens
dun do much things together
it sometimes feels awkward with each other but u still pretend to be comfortable
because u were supposed to be good frens..
u try to keep in touch because u would nv wanna lose this fren..

this friend is special and always has a place in ur heart..
u do not contact each other as often now
do not chat as often
but this fren is always more than a normal fren/colleague/school mate whom you see/chat more often
even if u dun see each other for years..

who says its always 有福同享,有难同当 for good friends?
some friends can only 有难同当
some friends can only 有福同享
but when u shared the sorrows together
the friendship is even more lasting, much more, than ppl who can only 有福同享 =)
more memorable too..

i dunno whats the point of this post
but, i have a fren like this =)
and i miss this fren hehe
although we are not as close now
i am happy for the many memories we shared
and i am sure if another dark period hit
we would still be as close!
i wish we could be close again but i dun wish for another dark period for myself/the friend!
so let things be the way it is now
and i continue to be happiness-overdose =)

hohoho such a boliao post
but i am very free now because school has not started
means work has not started for me!
(actually have few outstanding reviews argh!! shall do it tonight~)
one last week of unemployment
looking forward to my new life!
wich me luck alright? hehe

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nothing is good

November 8, 2009 in rambling, random, work by yirong | No comments

i typed out a super long post and it disappeared

really nothing is good

i am tired to type again

and i cant remember exactly what i typed already

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November 3, 2009 in rambling, random by yirong | Enter your password to view comments

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tears make me stronger

September 2, 2009 in love, rambling, random by yirong | 2 comments

i cried alot last night

no dun worry, nothing bad happened

i guess its my way of relieving stress

work stress + homesick + bro going aboard to study

plus me being all alone in the rented room myself

i just let my tears flow for hours

eyes swollen like cream puff

took out some old drama to watch

(not really THAT old, just that i have finished watching them)

and tears flow even more vigorously haha

and when xp walked pass my window i jus hid at the corner

he knew i cried

he laughed at me and let me be alone for a few hours

later at night he came to look for me again

its still nice knowing that no matter what there is someone always there for you

even sometimes when i just wanna be alone

it feels different to know that there is someone waiting for you

and he will be there when you dun wanna be alone

actually i dunno what i am typing seriously

i guess my only point is

i cried alot

and i guess it made me feel better today

except for the fact that my eyes still hurt from the crying haha

crying doesnt necessarily make a person weak

i think tears make me stronger cos whats after the tears is a new page is flipped

haiya just rambling..

i feel stupid -_-

May 20, 2009 in Uncategorized, rambling, random by yirong | No comments

i spent so much effort trying to adapt to wordpress from blogspot

typing a really long post (after a loooooong time since i last blogged)

and trying to insert ALOT of pictures as i used to do with blogspot

and then BOO!

all my post was gone and i dun even know why!

shld i cry? =(

and what makes me feel really stupid is that

previously when i kept trying to log in to blog

it kept showing me the ‘under maintenance’ page

only today then i realized…

i remembered the wrong address!!!

so happy i was, logged in to blog

and this happened!!!

been really really tired

have already clocked 9 days working non stop

and its almost 2am now! =(

i really need to slp

there goes my many many pictures

and many many words typed =(

i miss blogging..

random ramblings.. again..

April 13, 2009 in rambling, random by yirong | No comments

人之初，性本善？
还是性本恶？
小时候以为坏人只会在电视上出现
慢慢长大后才发现
真正的大好人并不多
有时甚至怀疑他们的存在
我相信每个人的心中都有邪念
包括我自己
不习惯
一点点的歪脑筋可以让我愧疚不已

too idealistic
but nothing is perfect in this world
i used to think that everyone is there to care for each other unconditionally
of cos that was when i was really young
secondary school or jc
makes me sound so old haha
but i realized everyone is selfish
yes i am selfish too
other than parents i cant think of any other unconditional love
you always expect something
even when you are in a relationship
you at least expect love in return
in fact you might just expect more the longer you are together
thats why xp is the best
he keeps giving more and more
i hope he doesnt get tired haha

bah dunno what i am talking abt
it went totally out of point
i am too used to having you everyday in my life
altho it wasnt for a very long period
(anything is not long compared to a lifetime..)
i just got used to it already

i dun think i shld continue writing anymore
no point
i am not staying focused at all
i dunno what i wanna say
i dunno how i am supposed to feel
shoo shooo
rawrrrrrr

random ramblings

April 13, 2009 in rambling, random by yirong | No comments

yeah time to get emo!
since i haven been emo for such a long time haha
booooooooo
stupid me
why did i get myself into that situation again
maybe worse than that in 2005
i am sure i can live out of it
jus like how i did in 2005-6
i can!!
it just takes time..
the situation is maybe worse
but i am a better me because i have xp now!
i can i can! =)

wandering around alone the whole day
it makes me see things from a different perspective
while i was strolling really slowly on my own
looking at the busy life of ppl
fast-paced foot steps
i was actually feeling very peaceful watching strangers passing by
observing ppl along the way
saw really cute kids on the bus
and then met up with some irritating friend
to keep other more irritating stuff out of mind
and he really did his job well
making me lose my way and walked rounds and rounds and still lost
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

but i still lost my appetite
didnt eat the whole day until at night
when my stomach finally protested and gave me gastric pain
boooooooo
had only half a packet of awfully done instant noodles at 9pm
(really, never seen such ______ noodles before!)
(but i appreciate it, really la haha, unique taste)
and half a can of cambelle’s vege soup at 12am
perhaps its not that bad after all
maybe i can lose weight like that! haha
haiya but of cos i dun wish to lose weight like that
no food = no meaning in yirong’s life
k thats so exaggerated
just wanna stay healthy and happy
i still got my single ex to achieve ok! haha
jiayou jiayou!

PS sorry frens if i get abit whiny these days.. just le me whine la ok? hee..

April 8, 2009 in life, rambling, random, work by yirong | No comments

why am i losing every single dress that xp bought for me =(
is it a hint that he should get me new ones? haha!
maybe i lost not only the ones he bought
since i am so careless and absent minded
i should have lost more than what i remembered
just that i only remember those haha
i seriously need to shop for clothes
the last time i shopped was like
august last year when i went taiwan?
didnt even shop for new year clothes
too lazy
i shall stop being lazy
i shld stop wearing denim skirts/jeans/slippers to work everyday
xp dong and everyone was like saying i dress too sloppily for work
i shall find time to shop boooooooooo
boring..

February 13, 2009 in life, rambling, random, vday, work by yirong | No comments

last day of my first week at work yay~
got my first vday gift from yixiang haha
quite sweet of him la
to put in the effort to get gifts for the girls
i dun wanna praise him one
but must show some appreciation mah
hahaha jus kidding
thanks yixiang~ =PpPpp
looking forward to the super packed weekend
parents coming to visit me on sat
sun also got some work going on
busy busy!
but my life cant be more enjoyable than now =)

actually i feel like i hadn’t been living for the past few yrs
yes i had been enjoying
enjoying my food my entertainment my cheer my love
but the main purpose was not fulfilled
majority of the time i should have been in classes
because i was a student
but instead i spent my life slpg my hours away
or watching drama/animations
or going out hanging out with frens
or cheering/doing gymnastics
blah blah blah..

i am getting abit nowhere
i dunno if you get what i mean
i mean in life there shld always be a balance
50% fun 50% serious
something like that
but i was putting in my 99.99% for fun
and almost 0% for serious stuff
i was enjoying no doubt
but somehow it was just not complete now that i thot of it

but but
now i have so much to learn at work
almost everyth is so new to me
and its not exactly easy
cr always says that i can nv do business
what i am doing now is exactly what he nv expect me to do
and that idiot daniel says i am dumb!
its not exactly wise for an idiot to call another dumb ok!
hmph!

ok blogged abit too much at work today
i am trying to relax more on a friday haha
back to work!
i am like studying all over again!

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